Hello there! This is Zonk.

Summary What a night! My wife Rachel and I just got back from an awesome Foo Fighters concert at the Kia Forum, and boy do we have a story to tell. It all started when Rachel won us free tickets on the KROQ 106.7 radio station - she’s been on a roll with their ticket giveaways for over a year now. We love the KROQ personalities and have even gotten to chat with a few of them when winning. The drive to the venue was a bit slow going, but we still made it with plenty of time to spare. The Foo Fighters put on an incredible show, complete with birthday celebrations for Dave Grohl. As I looked around, I realized that both Rachel and I are now part of that middle-aged dad crowd at concerts - how the time flies! But we’re still young at heart, and we’re grateful to KROQ for hooking us up with these amazing tickets. Concerts are just more fun when you don’t have to pay for them! ...

Summary After a long and difficult journey navigating my wife’s breast cancer diagnosis and treatment, I’m excited to share that she has finally finished her radiation therapy. It’s been a whirlwind of surgeries, chemotherapy, and unexpected complications, but we made it through. While the process wasn’t easy, I’m grateful we had access to excellent medical care that guided us every step of the way. Now we’re on to the next phase of treatment, with a newfound appreciation for the little things in life. I hope our story can provide some comfort and insight for others facing a similar challenge. ...

Summary 2026 is a fresh start for me after a tough 2025 dealing with my wife Rachel’s breast cancer diagnosis. This year, I’m excited to launch a new AI-focused YouTube channel where I can share my insights on the evolving world of artificial intelligence. As a Salesforce engineer, I’ve seen firsthand how ‘Agentforce’ and generative AI tools are transforming software development and the creative process. I’m particularly passionate about discussing ‘Vibe Coding’ - a technique that allows seasoned developers to architect high-quality software at a rapid pace using AI. Beyond the channel, I’m also committed to continuing this personal vlog as a way to leave a digital legacy for my kids and overcome my public speaking anxieties. Finally, I’m focused on stabilizing my career as an independent contractor and leaving the stagnation of 2025 behind. With my wife’s cancer journey improving, I’m optimistic that 2026 will be a much better year. ...

Summary As I sit here on New Year’s Eve, I can’t help but feel a mix of emotions. The passing of Tatiana Schlossberg, a member of the Kennedy family, really struck a chord with me. Her story of being diagnosed with a rare form of leukemia shortly after giving birth to her second child was heartbreaking. Reading about her fears of not being around to see her children grow up hit so close to home, especially given my own wife’s recent cancer journey. This has been a challenging year for me and my family, but we’re determined to end 2025 with a sense of hope. While it’s been tough dealing with my wife’s radiation treatments and the power outages caused by the recent storms, I’m proud of how far we’ve come. And on a positive note, I’ve found my footing as a Salesforce developer, which has been a rewarding experience. As we look ahead to 2026, I’m feeling optimistic about the future and the opportunity to continue sharing our story and advocating for increased cancer research funding. It’s been a rollercoaster, but I’m grateful for the chance to archive our lives and move forward with purpose. ...

Summary The unexpected passing of Adam the Woo, a beloved vlogger and content creator, has had a profound impact on me. Binging his videos over the past few days has filled me with a newfound sense of inspiration and purpose. I’m struck by the idea that life is short, and you never know when your time will come. Adam’s legacy has inspired me to be more intentional about sharing my own raw thoughts and life experiences with the world through my personal vlog. I genuinely believe that the best way to honor Adam’s memory is to encourage others to follow in his footsteps and start their own vlogging journey. There’s something special about people being willing to open up and share their lives, and I want to be a part of that movement. If my videos can inspire just one person the way Adam’s have inspired me, then I’ll feel like I’m making a meaningful contribution. This is a theme I want to explore more in my content going forward - the power of vulnerability, authenticity, and leaving a lasting legacy. ...

Summary Losing Adam the Woo has really made me realize how important it is for me to prioritize creating more content on my YouTube channel. One of the key topics I’m passionate about sharing is the impact of AI - both the benefits and the potential dangers. I think we need to be having more open and honest discussions as a community about how to use AI effectively while also addressing the very real concerns about how it could be misused by bad actors. As someone who is actively using AI in my own creative work, I want to share my experiences and insights to help educate others. At the same time, I know there are a lot of misconceptions out there about AI, so I’m eager to clear those up and have thoughtful conversations about the long-term implications and the need for legislative oversight. It’s a complex issue, but one that I believe deserves much more attention on platforms like YouTube. ...

Summary I recently returned to Corriganville Park, a place I used to visit frequently with my kids but haven’t been to in years. Walking through the park brought back so many memories, but also made me reflect on how much life has changed. I explored the park’s history as a filming location for old westerns and spoke about my interest in the future of AI technology. Most importantly, I opened up about my wife’s brave battle with breast cancer, and how that has inspired me to start documenting our lives more. This park holds a special place in my heart, and rediscovering it has made me appreciate the importance of being present and making the most of every moment. ...

Summary It’s the day after Christmas, and I have a lot on my mind. This year, my wife Rachel was diagnosed with Stage 2 breast cancer in April, and watching her handle the treatments with such grace has been humbling. Comparing her journey to that of my childhood friend who is battling pancreatic cancer has really made me realize how random and fragile life can be. This is why I started this vlog channel - after the passing of YouTube creator Adam the Woo, I was inspired by the legacy he left behind just by being present and hitting record. I want to do the same before everything gets swallowed up by AI. I’ve been wrestling with my own mortality and feeling the urge to create and share my thoughts more freely, without worrying about views or compensation. This channel is my outlet to unload my mind and archive my perspectives, just like a blog, without the pressure of perfection. ...

Summary You know, one of the toughest parts of Rachel’s cancer journey has been dealing with the physical changes that come with treatment. When she first started chemo, she was really dreading the idea of losing her hair. For a woman, your hair is such a huge part of your identity and self-image. Rachel had always taken pride in her long, beautiful hair, and the thought of it all falling out was devastating to her. But as difficult as it was, Rachel ended up surprising herself with how she handled it. At first, it was a real shock when the hair started coming out. She felt so self-conscious and unsure of how she would look without it. But then she just kind of embraced it, you know? She shaved it all off and wore scarves and hats, and she realized that her appearance didn’t define her. What mattered most was her health and getting through this challenge. It’s been really inspiring to see Rachel navigate this with such grace and resilience. She’s a true warrior, and I’m so proud of how she’s handled everything. Even though cancer treatment can be really hard on your self-image, Rachel has shown that it’s possible to get through it and come out the other side feeling empowered. ...

Summary In this first vlog, I’m stepping out of my comfort zone to finally document my life - a decision sparked by the tragic passing of vlogging legend Adam the Woo. Although I never knew him personally, seeing a creator my age pass away was a wake-up call. Watching his work, alongside creators like Hey Brickey, made me realize we’re all on borrowed time. 2025 has been a difficult year for me and my wife Rachel. In April, she was diagnosed with Stage 2 breast cancer. While she’s recovering with grace, the fear of that diagnosis changed my perspective. I realized that if we don’t tell our own stories, they might eventually be lost or aggregated into an AI soup. I want my voice and my life to be part of the permanent human record. This vlog is my attempt to stop screwing around and get serious about creating. I’m hoping it will not only help me process the challenges we’ve faced, but also inspire others who may be in a similar situation to start documenting their lives too. After all, life is short - we shouldn’t wait for the perfect moment to begin. ...