I Almost Stopped Making Videos

Summary

I almost didn’t come back. It’s been 19 days since I posted anything, and honestly, I wasn’t sure I was going to make another video. When I started this channel, I had specific reasons—I needed to work through some heavy stuff like loss and mortality, and I thought sharing that journey might help me process it all. But things didn’t go the way I expected. The channel didn’t do what I thought it would do, and somewhere along the way, I started questioning whether it was even worth continuing.

Then something unexpected happened. While I was gone, people reached out. Not just randos, but real people—some I’d never even met before this whole thing started—sending calls, texts, messages. They told me my videos mattered to them. That’s when it hit me: even though this channel didn’t become what I imagined it would be, it became something meaningful anyway. Something I didn’t anticipate. And that made all the difference. So this video is me saying thank you to all of you, and confirming what I realized during those 19 days away: I’m still here, and I’m still making videos. Because of you.

Key Points

• I almost quit making videos after 19 days away—I genuinely wasn’t sure I was coming back
• I started this channel to work through loss, mortality, and what it means to keep going, but it didn’t turn out the way I expected
• The real turning point came when people I didn’t know before reached out with messages and calls during my time away
• I realized my videos were helping people in ways I never anticipated, even though the channel didn’t follow my original vision
• I’m recommitting to making videos because the community that’s formed around this has given me a real reason to stay

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